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we were tense for sure,

Posted on 2009.08.29 at 20:27
Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: 1st THINGS 1st, PHANTOM PLANET
but we was confident.
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a lot has happened.i forgot to ever mention..
but school started last week. yipee.

at least im a junior now. it feels a little
different. i can tell it's gonna be a very
busy school year.

i can't even believe that
grandma bea died on tuesday. its the first
time i've ever been through something like
this...it's really sad. but im trying to think
about the good times, and how sweet she was, and
what an amazing spirit she had. i loved it when
she laughed.

and good luck to everyone attempting
at making a good enough strawberry cake like hers.

cheers to you're life, grandma. i'll be seein' ya.

julian casablancas

Posted on 2009.08.16 at 23:49
Current Mood: curious
Current Music: nothing


is coming out with a new album in september.
"PHRAZES FOR YOUNG"

i think i'll buy it. he's adorable and he's from the strokes. can't be bad...

anywho. here comes another update slash opinion.
agyness deyn should cut her hair back to this...



or at least like this..



idk...here i am talking about people i don't know. or that i know of--but they
have no idea of my existence? isn't that kind of sad? i'll admire these people
all i want, but they'll never know me. and at the same time creepy. i know things
about them..what if they wouldn't want someone like me to know those things?

hmm- just something to think about.

its easy to smoke it up,

Posted on 2009.07.15 at 00:08
Current Mood: content
Current Music: AMY WINEHOUSE
forget..

Is he not

Posted on 2009.07.13 at 17:44
Current Mood: blank
the most attractive man?






lovely

Posted on 2009.07.10 at 16:06
Current Mood: blah





this here model looks like my friend Emily.




Hm...idk. i need a better picture, i just thought it was neat. To look like a model...


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im listening to pandora. soul meets body, right now.


im also reading the 2nd harry potter currently...damn i forgot
the name of it. how could i forget?

for the fashion freaks...

Posted on 2009.05.03 at 21:12
WHY THE HELL DID AGYNESS DEYN BREAK UP WITH ALBERT HAMMOND JR?!!!!

HE WAS SO HOT. flickr.com shows some pics of her with some ugly ass guy.

GOOD GOD

Posted on 2009.04.20 at 19:22
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: WORLD AT LARGE
all of these blogs are so stupid. i feel sorry for the -12 people who read it...
its time for a new one. its 4/20(national pot day) today. happy cannabis day.


hmmphh. here's something new...this is what im listening to lately:

-arctic monkeys
-the strokes
-sublime
-bob marley
-modest mouse

and...
heres a random picture i like:




this woman looks so incredibly chic in my opinion.
it gives me a lot of inspiration. the fur is never a good thing,
but she looks real nice. ima start wearin' gloves and fur coats!
hahahaha.

today...

Posted on 2009.03.11 at 18:57
Current Mood: dirty





WHAT I WORE TODAY

Posted on 2009.03.08 at 17:44
i've decided to post what i've worn every single day. or at least most days. its hard to update frequently but i will put what i wore today, sunday.


:)

whoever sees i hope you enjoy.



CHRIST-MASS IS OVERRRRRRRRR

Posted on 2008.12.29 at 22:06
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: silenceeeee
and on with the new year. to tell you the truth, im looking for ward to it- except for the whole thing where you keep writing 2008 on your school assignments. shit. I have some updates to share with you, journal.......

anywho, im really happy with all of my friends and all the people i meet. i've become better friends with Benjamin, and got introduced to some very cool people.

i bought a cool forest green fleece skirt from American Apparel the other day, a gray sweater vest, a big bracelet (forever 21), and a plum bohemian top(banana republic). im excited to wear them all, not that im done shopping during this winter break....

im completely in love with anything "high waisted".


Posted on 2008.12.10 at 17:46

"i've got nostalgic pavements, i've got familiar faces, i've got mixed up memories and i've got favorite places."

wow.

im building up my own person....its like im growing into my body slowly. i have miles to go but it feels like its happening faster then i thought. feelings last long, thoughts linger. its weird. i want to stay simple forever. it feels like it should be that way.



isnt it odd that you can walk right past your first love?

isnt it crazy that you can just leave behind a friend you once spent every day with?




it amazes me how we all do this to each other, its completely mind blowing...but that's the way it must be...its insane.




darling your heads not right..

Posted on 2008.11.29 at 00:25
Current Mood: good

 

i can hold stars in my hands...!

 

*below is just a picture of thomas sleeping. (-:
 
whatever i just felt like taking pictures today. i dont really think of it as photography where i'm trying to be edgy and get my pictures recognized or anything, i just like taking pictures with feeling, just something to look at kind of...

anywho,

this week was a bit unsatisfactory. but i need to tell myself that i cant expect so much--i cant do that. i have to settle and i have to apreciate and never take anything for granted. idk. im scared maybe i might do that with love. in the future...i might not apreciate it the way i should. but i dont know, i have friends and family and i apreciate their love a lot. so maybe i'm just worrying a bit. whatever, im not going to dwell...i'd like to talk to a nice male. :-D i' like to maybe just talk to one. we could be as equally interested and fasinated with each other. that would be really nice.

i like very, very classy. and i like intelligent..but i think most of all- i like the funny ones. somebody fun and relatable is the best thing. im not saying, "i want a boyfriend, here's what i like, i'd better get it."...its nothing like that. i dont particularly want a boyfriend i just want something close to that. someone close like that. something that very later in the future could possibly blossom into something, but not anytime soon. i dont want complications just yet, that's what relationships come with alright...a lot of commitment. a lot of talking, paying attention to, not that that's a bad thing, but it's just what it comes with.

i like being single. that sounds so odd for me to say because i'm only fifteen. but yeah, i like it somewhat...i know it sounds really weird but i like the feeling that im on my own (in a way), i mean im not all the way on my own because of course i have family and friends to guide me and help me everyday, but im a single person, i dont have somebody attached to me like that...im not romantic with anybody. that's how single people are looked at. they're alone, they don't need another person, a partner, they go to bed tucked in their beds by themselves, and they wake up-- alone. They dont need to think of anybody to get up in the morning. that's just something that comes to mind when i think of single people.

But all in all...everybody kind of needs somebody...in that way. at least i think...


so it seems,

Posted on 2008.11.10 at 18:17
Current Mood: calm

im feeling better these days. i really truly am.

TUESDAY MORNING:

Posted on 2008.10.28 at 07:40
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: WISHHH I HAD SUUUUMMM

Dear Journal,

Good morning! Decided to type in letter-style this morning. It's like almost eight a.m.
I have to go to Geometry tutoring this morninggggggggggggg, ohh dear god. I mean
i think of it really bad, but whenever i go its never too bad. I just do my work, Mr. Houston,
this weird blonde old guy helps me out with my work....and he's realllllyy creepy but what-
ever, i get my work done. I actually hate the guy, but yeah.

It's cold now. It's like cold every morning now. I'm finally wearing longsleeves for once.
Cold weather is really good hair weather...i've learned. I mean it makes sense, right?

Yay, dad's making meeeeeeee toassstttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt....................................!!!!!!

WELL I BESSS BE GOING ON WITH MA DAY NOW.



love,

milena

oh, what a mess we made.

Posted on 2008.10.22 at 19:02
Current Mood: depressed
today was a bad day.
my medicine makes me not myself.
i dont like it.

got a couple 'a couches, sleep on the love seat...

Posted on 2008.10.08 at 07:32
Current Mood: crazy
time for school. well almost. its 7:33am. im going to leave soon to meet up with marissa and aaren. last night at 11:11 i wished today would go really great for once. lets see if it happens, ya'll! pfft...i wished about that on a day where i have two tests!!! One in chinese, and one in BIMM (business imaging management, and blah blah something else.) LAMEEEEEEE!

whatevvvvv, see ya.


dont ask i just like this picture, and the model.

(vogue russia, vlada r.)

"everything looks perfect from far away..."

Posted on 2008.10.07 at 20:12

i dont have much energy, but ive got a few great things that keep me going. what happens if i loose them?


yes!!

Posted on 2008.10.05 at 16:41
Current Mood: chipper

no food with a face! ;)

four out of ten

Posted on 2008.10.02 at 17:00
Current Mood: calm

im trying to remind myself that a positive side does exist...but positivity makes me feel like im lying to myself.


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